woah! back to revive this damn dead blog!!
it been more then a month since i blog..busy with a lot of thing!!
this post will be the most damn long one..
been busy with church, projects, IA , CG, ministry, NDP and Miss MA MA Torturing!

firstly..
i would like to touch on NDP!!
it have been a fruitful time in NDP for me..
as it was my first time performing in NDP..
now it over..
i have to start a new chapter..
a short period of time i get to know many friend..
mostly are malays..
they are very open and friendly..
well there a few chinese who i know also..
they love to crap around during our time in ndp.
now it over will miss them lots..
i train very hard for this ndp performance..
i went for every training and rehearsal..
each time performance make me feel more confident..
i more and more like dancing..
will upload pictures of me in NDP after all my sharing..

secondly..
school attachment (IA).
wonder what i been doing..
i beening toturing under the hand of Miss MA MA..
she never fail to give me work to do..
at first when the IA haven start..
she said she will be flexible..
ya she sometime will..
but i wonder how she can be a lecturer..
why i say this?
cos she look like she dont know how to cook..
and the basic of food science she dont ven know..
i really take a hats off her lah..
well.. luckly i got my best partner!!
RAMNAH!!!
gonna thank God for her!!
she is a great help to me..
although she alway been bully by MA MA..
i will voice out for her and argue back for her..
well.. recently we have a mini celebration in school..
haha.. national day..
we order pizza with the PAU group!
it was a fun time of fellowshiping..
and just this week..
i get to do the pizza dough which use the recipe i research on!
it was great.. and i have lot fun..
and make alot of shapes..
will upload pictures in next post also.. haha..

thirdly..
just yesterday. 20 aug.
after school i went to my grand ma house.. and then slack.
then dont know why ..
my father suddenly appear..
well a good sign..
cos he drove me home!!
wahaha.. no need take public transport..
then we went to newton to eat with my beloved bitchy sister and retarded brother..
we had eaten like a hungry ghost..
and after then back home ..
on the way home me and my bitchy sister cam whoring...
shall upload the picture later..

fourth,
Cellgroup..
i dont know how to describe or say for the cellgroup
i feel a bit left out some time..
but i try to avoid them..
as in when fellowship i will not put them first..
i do my thing more important then cg..
i feel a bit bad..
but really.. i am tired..
and stress..
each time when cg day is about to come..
i will like oh it time for cg..
i didnt feel the joy of going to cellgroup..
but then .. recently two week..
i try to step out of my comfort zone..
and went fellowship wth them..
although i didnt realy chat alot with them..
but then at least i try to go fellowship with them..

Fifth,
Ministry..
ushering is quite fun..
but it seem for me like routine..
i serve once every two week..
and i enjoy serving..
but cos i dont have the management to balance ..
maybe i need some time adjustment..

lastly
what i feel..
i really want to change to a person who is 100% for god..
and being able to be well like by other..
helping other who is needs..
i need to come back to the first love i have with my great big daddy GOD!
he is all i ever needed..
his presence is all i needed!!
cos i felt him again and again each time i feel down, lonely and stress..
he is alway there to pick me up when i fall..
how i wish i will sleep in his arm of love....
i need to weaken my physical boday and let him take control over me..
i need to fast and pray and read his word.. for his words can fill me!!


that all for now..
update picture in next post..
enjoy!

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