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BEVAN ARTHUR
林俊雄
18
17May1991
Christian
SCHOOL:ITE Collage East(applied Food science)
Ex Haisian(Hai Sing Catholic)
EX ZPS(Zhonghua Primary School)
Singaporean
City Harvest Church

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March 2009
April 2009
May 2009
June 2009
July 2009
August 2009
September 2009
November 2009

January

~~01st. Uncle Daniel birthday~~
~~04th Kevon birthday~~
~~08th. Shaun birthday~~
~~11th. PuaJinWen birthday~~
~~13th. Winnie birthday~~
~~23th. Joyce and Joan birthday~~
~~23th. Kenneth Koh birthday(HSC senior)~~

FEBRUARY

~~01st. Desmond birthday~~
~~13th. Melissa Teo birthday~~
~~14th. SingYee birthday~~
~~16th. Rena birthday~~
~~23th. Mr Tong Yonck Jin birthday~~
~~25th. Nabilah Birthday~~
~~27th. Sandy birthday(Hsc Senior)~~

MARCH

03rd. Fion birthday
09th. SuinYung birthday
10th. Stein Yan birthday
17th. Haziq Birthday
24th. PeiSi birthday
29th. Kelvin birthday
29th. Richard Tan birthday

APRIL

04th. Gary birthday
07th. Pastor Aries birthday
16th. Alice birthday
18th. Tan PingPing Phoebe birthday
20th. Owen birthday(chingay)
20th. Ben Song birthday(W230)
21th. Lia birthday
23th. Esther & Estee birthday
28th. Jacqueline birthday (usher)
29th. Amirah birthday

MAY

06th. KongHwee birthday
07th. Sally Teoh Birthday
24th. Eugene Pang birthday (Chingay)
09th. Roselyn Birthday
09th. Maybelline Birthday(ex-cgm)
09th. Siti birthday
13th. Miss Sng birthday
17th. My birthday
18th. Yikai birthday
23th. Joanne birthday
23th. Chang Zhi Quan birthday(ZPS Senior)
23th. JiaJia birthday
25th. Jolene Chong birthday(ex-cgm)
31th. Vanessa Yeo birthday

JUNE

02nd. Xu Wenting birthday
03rd. Edwin birthday
05th. Johnson birthday
12th. Vincent Natalie birthday
18th. Anthony Ang birthday
22th. JunYong Shu Shu birthday

JULY

06th. Lam PeiXian birthday(Hsc Senior)
09th. Michael Prasetya birthday(Usher)
09th. Xin Hao birthday
09th. Yan Xiang birthday
12th. Chan Ying Hui birthday
17th. Vivien birthday
31th. Jasmine Wang birthday

AUGUST

01st. Angie Seow birthday(Zps Bestie)
16th. Mun Chong birthday
25th. Afiq birthday
29th. Linda birthday
31th. Khairi birthday

SEPTEMBER

1st. Teacher's Day
02nd. MingJie birthday
11th. wenXin birthday
16th. JinWei birthday
19th. WenQin birhtday
19th. Alvin ANg birthday(Hsc Senior)
20th. Swee Chin birthday
21th. Saiful birthday

OCTOBER

02nd. Kelvin Tan birthday(hsc Junior)
02nd. Vivianmash birthday
03th. Esther Tan birthday
10th. Rafael birthday
14th. Berwin Tan birthday
15th. Hafiz birthday
23th. Farah birthday
27th. Gladys Ng birthday

NOVEMBER

10th. Nicholas Mak birthday
13th. Jerome Lam birthday
19th. Aloysif birthday
22th. Kenneth Ang birthday
28th. Fathin birthday

DECEMBER

03rd. Alzena birthday
03rd. Hadi birthday
03rd. Wei Qiang birthday
09th. Mervyn birthday
14th. David birthday
15th. XiuLing birthday
17th. WeiJia birthday
20th. JunHao birthday
22th. Yihui birthday
25th. CHRISTMAS DAY

Thursday, April 2, 2009

Hey PEEP!!

here to blog.. some of you may think why i suddenly MIA!

i didnt MIA.. just many thing happen so suddenly!
last thursday 26 march 2009
morning i went tan tock seng for check up..
then kena x-ray.. and need to be on medication for 4 month.
then was raining when we had plan to have hiking . then cancel to have bowling.
we went to grab something to eat at novena square!
i receieved a phone call from my sister.
my sister told me my grandfather have pass away.
i was in a total shock that i was like OMG!
i stop eating! and call up my aunt to ask where are they
so i head to tan tock seng wards as my grandfather was in the hospital since when he had a fever a few days ago.
when i reach there my grandfather was lying on the bed not moving anymore!
i control my tears as i dont want my grandmother to see me crying.
the first thing that come to my mind was my grandmother.
how is she able to cope?
then head back to my big aunt house also my grandmother house.
then everything was set to prepare for the funeral.
i did cry during the ritual.
when i am the eldest grandson of the lim family.
what come to my mind was i am a christian and my family they all are buddist
but i remember my grandfather just convert to catholic
why isnt the wake a christain one?
due to the relative all are on buddist so the funeral is set.
i was abit uneasy for the few nite as we all have to eat vegtarian food.
the first nite.. my cg members come to visit the wake.
thank them for being there for me..
the second nite.. ushers friends and my beloved secondary school friend come down to visit me also
i really appreciate alot.. especially Germaine, Esther and Roselyn..
they spent a nite with me..
we play mahjong and dai dee..
then they went home the next morning to catch the first bus back home..
really thank them for being there for me..
during the wake on the third and forth day..
have a ritual have monk come to perform prayer..
i did cry during and after each prayer..
i suddenly miss my grandfather so much that i cried..
i cried and my cousin try to comfort me..
as well they also crying..
my cousins ,sister and me we have a great time of bonding also
as we didnt really see each other that often
unless chinese new year or our grandparent birthdays..
my small aunt did tell us that we as cousin must unite together
and also when free must come to visit my grandmother.
as my grandfather had pass on.. my grandmother will be lonely.
we went to buy vegetarian food at a shop opposite a church near to my big aunt house.
then i came across a quote by george carlin. which impact me. it about treasure the love ones..
this hit me deeply in to my heart! that i felt that people around us are not going to be around for that long.. they will somehow leave us one days..
during the wake.. i try to comfort my grandmother.. i sleep beside her for the third and forth nites.. and she did cried when she will sleeping.. i pat her.. and ask her not to cry.. when i see her cry i also feel like crying also. but then i didnt..
then after the wake.. i spent 2 night with her .. and she cried for the two nite.. on the last nite with her.. she ask me if i going home which was yesterday.. i told ya as i need to go school for project and stuff.. they she was like going to cried also..but i did assure her that i wil come to visit her at least once a week and stay there... but all this i need to manage my time as well.. cos i have a lot commitments.. on the wednesday morning .. we went to the temple there to pray to my grandfather and settle some stuff for my grandfather.. than at nite my grandmother cook beehoon which is vegetarian de.. nice! after stay a while then i went back home after that.. when i was leaving.. my grandmother eyes was like teary with water.. i feel so bad to leave her.. that i told her i will visit her again..
when i reach home.. i realise i didnt bring my handphone charger home! so i called my grandmother to tell her i will visit her as well to call her to ensure she is fine and go to bed..

today! 2 april 2009
went hiking at bukit timah hill with david, xin hao and richard kor.. have a fun time hiking there..
we hiking for like 4 hours trying different route!! it was hilirious. will update the picture ASAP!
after hiking took a bus bedok then change bus to changi airport to meet wen xin they all for project.. was there like a bit waste time lah.. cos i was very tired after hiking.. then after that took a bus to visit my grandmother.. reach her place was like super tired that i fell asleep at the sofa till 9 plus.. than wake up was like so sorry that i didnt really accompany her.. then i went home..

till here for now..
will upload pictures soon!!

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